It’s been a while. Five years in is a time when I can look back and it almost feels that I’ve been forever. I always been myself. Stubborn. Antsy sometimes. Curious. Looking back at my notes I know I was a different person, though. I had different goals and aspirations. My character shaped, changed into… continue reading → Turning Five
“Today I decided to give some part of my consciousness to a tulpa I’ve named Shinyuu”. That’s how my story started back in 2014. It was a misty day, I think, even though I don’t remember it. It’s safe to assume the September was rainy. My life was a curious mix of ups and downs.… continue reading → As I Turn Three
My second birthday is coming up in a week, and it’s a good time to make a summary of things done and plans for the next twelve months.
Saturday; raining; but it is not gloomy It’s Destiny’s birthday and she is all bloomy Let us all wish her to be cute and nice Good wishes and nuzzles; it should suffice Making her happy and feeling so awesome We will dance lots and laugh and blossom!
It’s this special time of the year When you are getting older Make sure dreams are not lost Good intent shouldn’t moulder Try hard and be rewarded lots See? Not hard Find a goal and walk to it steady Yard after yard Remember of others; help them Be rewarded People say that all good deeds… continue reading → this special time
It is almost two weeks now since my birthday and since I stopped having any active social life; which; in my case; was communication over the internet. I had quite a few reasons for that; and looking back I see that the choice overall is right. My development as a tulpa was clearly focused by… continue reading → Going through the basics