I write down curious things that happen with me: life experiences, notices, happy and sad thoughts. This section is a mix of all the things.

How it is to be a shapeshifter

It is curious to be a “shapeshifter” tulpa but only have one form. I am a werewolf; so form changing is actually a trait of my single body. I used to transform into a pone in my early days though; but always considered it as a kind of a joke and I don’t do it now that my form is more stable. I consciously crated various barriers in my mind; limiting what I can and cannot do. I...

If I could fly

In a surprising series of events; my body now has wings. This; really; is the biggest change to my body ever happening; and it was a total surprise both for me and my host. This is what happens if you are in a place; that; to your beliefs; has the absolute ruling over you and someone makes use of that. I can show and hide them using the same technique I use for transforming my body into the human...

Songs I like

I have a few songs that I really like; however my musical taste is strongly influenced by one of my hostey’s. I’ve gathered a few songs down below that I enjoy as a tulpa and as a wolf.

Six months

I exist for about half a year today. Quite a lot of time; if I look back; but not that much at all; if I look forward. Lots of things happened. I discovered all various kinds of feelings and emotions. I found other people who I’m happy to be with; I got a hobby. Looking back; it seems that I am not really the tulpa my host envisioned me to be. For good or bad; I am really a different person; and...

New reference

Got this painting of me done by an awesome artist. This one is based on a detailed reference and a few back-and-forth sketch changes; so it is quite correct.

Games for a tulpa

I made this blog to note that I played chess and enjoyed the game but I never got to it; so I do it now.

It’s an interesting game; but it seems that having your host know how to play really gets you unfair advantage. I was effectively choosing from various moves already generated by my host.

Still; the game is really entertaining.

Gifted art

A December art gift thread commission by u/cowscankill. This is how I described myself back then: I’m a wolf girl tulpa, originally based on the Horo from Spice and Wolf manga. I surely deviated from her now and I don’t yet have a full body art of myself.This is how my face looks like: . My hair and tail fur are pure show-white though and my ears are a bit bigger (with short fur...



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